在兴华充实的半天...

被人约好了今天要打球...到的时候约我的人连尾巴都还没看到...
打球-ing
直到看到高二文礼的人...还一大班噢...还以为全都转性了...回来学校打球...哪里知道竟然是在学校教数学...=.=
算料啦~今天打球的成绩还蛮不错的...觉得上篮有待加强...在等久一点我就可以dunk了~哈哈...
原来看到不少熟悉的面孔...心情会变好...^^

你

想要忘掉关于你的一切...可是经过实验证明...终究还是忘不掉...
想要忽略你的存在...怎样都办不到...
每次都不经意的注意着你...明明是我不愿意的事..
.可是冥冥中却又安排好...安排我去作违背我意愿的事...

对了...刚刚忘了提一下我的成绩...看过了请给些留言...谢x2＾＾

华语=55
国语=58
英语=73

数学=67
历史=16
地理=35
簿记=92
电脑=56
商业=49

从新开张～囧

好久没上来这边了...差点忘了密码进不来...=.=想起来是想到了海龟帮我做的时候我给海龟的密码...想忘记都难啊~哈哈＾＾
在新环境还混的不错...如果不算有人不爽我，吊我，玩我感情的话...其实真的还不错...只是混的很辛苦罢了...
从年头说起吧...先是秋琳的生日...唱歌唱的很辛苦...但难得看到大家一面...辛苦也值得＾＾接下来就是挥春比赛～过后就跟她(自己知道就好)去Ｊ．Ｊ看戏...难得她能出来...否则就要等到她十八岁才可以出来走...机会难得...没办法~＾＾过后就在一起了...
那一天...是二月六号晚上...将近十二点了...本以为会成功...她却没回复我...我在想我是不是又因冲动而坏了事...正当心灰意冷的时候...她却接受了...＾＾开心到不懂要怎样形容...哈哈...看一下时间...跑到了二月七号...我不懂她是怎样想的...但我知道...她接受了我...我就有了照顾她...关心她...安慰她的义务，责任...我已经很努力让她维持着微笑了...
终于...在班上看到了她那灿烂的笑容＾＾可是...俗话说的好：好花不常开,好景不常在...终于在三月份放假...她去了香港...回来了之后...整个人都变了...变得不是我以前认识的她...终于...我的感觉告诉我...我们在一起的时间走到了尽头...而她离开的时候也没有说一句话...似乎这是一场戏...属于我的one man show...我是导演、主角、编制...全都是我一个人...而女主角从来都没出现过...
我不断的反复的一再的反省...到底我哪里作错了...她要这样对我...可是...我始终想不透...真的有一段时间我是毫无意识的存在与这个世界上...没有七情六欲...没有感觉...可是由于发生在我校的段考前一天...我逼不得已...只好提起无意识的脑袋...无意识的发动...无意识的读书...无意识的考试...短暂的44天...说长不长...说短也不短...但我觉得好像过了好几年似的...突然没有了...就像鱼没有了水...生物没有了空气...根本就没有我存在的意义...
可是...一个无从根据的力量把我拉回了现实的世界...要我振作...因为还有很多人还记得有我这个人的存在＾＾谢谢你们...2010 S1ACM的死党们＾＾

miss u

I miss you, want to know your mood, first, look at your mood changes and you be happy with sadness, but not to talk,
I miss you, want to the countless times in your space perambulation in memories, but did not leave anything,
I miss you, want to see you, but you really on obtaining dare not to talk with you, quiet looking at your head in a daze

I miss you, want to open and your dialog box, although just blank, but still,
I miss you, want to our past is what kind of, alone the tear, facing the you will smile
I miss you, miss you ever think I, at least wants to know oneself is not unfounded worry, at least know you've ever loved or happiness
I miss you, want to see my space, also have your footprint, even if just hang out all right,

I miss you, miss you entrenched let me do everything is to you
I miss you, think what you think, when others to do the same thing with you when I will smile,
I miss you, you know, I was wondering, but only buried in his heart
I miss you, want to send information to you, but also the braid again good information curator cutbacks, and finally only "doing..."
I miss you, think of this life I could not forget you,

I miss you, think we have here,
I was wondering if you would meet you, to think whether, but again afraid really met? ,
I miss you, you also like me think of me,
I miss you, think you like,
I was wondering, would like to become your favour, are always trying,
In my heart to miss you buried person originally not me, crying after still continue to love you
I was wondering if you want, want like this,, even if you never know,

FeeLinG

终于走到了2010年上课的最后一天...心里是既高兴又伤心...



高兴:终于放假了,伤心:要跟这些与我一起走过了这一年的朋友分离了


心里真是百感交集...不懂是高兴较多还是伤心的较多


谢谢各位陪我走过这一年。当然,我是不会忘记这一年所发生过的事

dunno how 2 describe my feeling now...烦?no...高兴?no...厌倦?no...
maybe is b cause of the the failed result of volley bal competition...did have the mood 2 rite this blog...